I don't want this individual taking my place.
There are rules for guys being friends with girls. I've learned them throughout all of high school and I'm still learning. This guy has no respect for this delicate balancing act. Or these rules.
He's making me and the two other guys look bad. He's a bit of a pig, but is an outwardly "sweet guy". He's cocky, not confident. I don't mind him but often I do.
"But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness."
What am I thinking? I'm tired, burned out, and just want to be with my real friends right now. After we're out of school he's not going to stand in the way between me and those who I truly want in my life.
The delusion has come full circle. He doesn't stand up to me at the end of the day.
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