Finality is a weight on my limbs, pulling me towards the ground and infiltrating every aspect of my everyday life. The sense that everything I do is final, and the feeling that every step I make in the direction of college is a part of abandoning the life and people I know, is leaving me depressed and lonely and for the past couple days, has been somewhat debilitating.
It's not that way, it really isn't. Maybe this is just an acceptance stage. But registering for college has left me so down today that I don't know how I'm going to get back up. But I will.
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